Still Here

Which is exactly where I've been for a long time. Thursday night home alone, went to gym, picked up take out, parked it on the couch. Part of me doesn't give a fuck, here I am, it's comfy, I'm tired, I'll go to bed early and sleep well. Part of me really wants to have sex in the near future and has zero prospects. What to do about that?

That's really the bottom line for me right now, I hardly even entertain the notion of finding someone mentally compatible, or lifestyle compatible, and interesting, and attractive. I'll just take the sex for now, fuck it. I'll work on it, but for Goodness Sake....can't this get resolved?