Home!

I am home! I didn't write while in Japan with Keith. 3 days no computer and I don't want him watching/reading all of this. So we are home. It was so great to be there with Keith. We went to Matsuyama which is where they have the oldest Onsen in Japan, the one that Spirited Away is based on. It was really cool, we stayed at an Onsen too, all in 1 room with special room service girl. It was cool. Keith and Tets got along with no issue, really glad Keith could see that there's nothing to hide. Then we went to Osaka and Nara. Nara was great, I was really glad to be in the presence of the big budda, lots of magic. Then back to Tokyo, a little work and then the flight home.

I am so tired now, but have 6 hrs to go to stay awake.

Lots of emails with super cute guy. He's doing an Ironman in Oct in Texas, and I'll be there for transform, so definitely going to cheer him on. I want him to call me, that would make me feel like it's mutual. A few too many drunk emails initiated by me over the last 2 weeks. I thought a lot about what's going on during the flight home. It's all good and I know I want to pursue things with him, he simply makes me completely disinterested in anyone else. But I also know I can't do all the work, and I can see how me initiating could be a total turn off. I also know I need to be on my own when I'm alone and not filling my mind what if's. I was thinking about what I want. I want to be someone's #1, and I want to be my own #1. So I am working on that!