I really don't want to document this

It's just a cluster fuck..SCG emailed me that night and apologized, said he lost is phone, left it in his drop bag or something...didn't notice until about 10 pm. Which means it didn't occur to him to call me for Oh I don't Know 8 hrs after he said he would..maybe 7. So I debated on weather or not to go to the event, Tets sat it out in protest and then I went. I made it for the run and the finish and saw him 3-4 times. At the finish he's obvioulsy a mess and exhausted, and we're chatting and a girl comes up that is with him. Really a wierd vibe. He's told me a few things about her and it just made me feel the same as I felt the day before. Like an idiot. So after about 10 min I walked the mile and half back to the car and left. I had an email from him last night, they are nice, but it just seems lame. Im disapointed. Not sure how to handle stuff next week. right now I am basically sitting in my room on the computer instead of going to our reception because I know he's online and wanted to give him the chance to im me...which is so wrong. I should insist on calls...and I should not give a fuck. yuck. fuck.