Thursday, October 9, 2008

guess what? It gets worse

It does. He called from the airport today and was on his way here...got a call that his daughter was in a car accident. Left the airport for the hospital. She's OK, concussion, but OK. And he's not on his way, which sounds selfish and lame and despicable, but in all my years I did not believe the universe was conspiring against me but today I do. I just am so sad that someone somewhere believes I have to experience this. I guess I do and I am and what next...who am I next time...hard, closed, aftraid. sad. It feels really lonely, very solitary, very disconnected.

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