Hi my name is Marni andso

I write about the same thing all the time and can't seem to break the cycle. Yep that's me. I was not liking work today...just the old PFU crap, do these tasks, jump through this hoop because we said so in Japanese. I remember how that was, really I saw I don't take too much home with me too often, but today I am. And I have less tolerance for all of it, less bandwidth for crap like that at home. So I came home and poured a big glass of wine, and am chilling w the laptop and the little miss and the Suite Life of Z and C which is so sucky but I don't watch...soon bath time, then bed time (not soon enough). I still don't get why someone cannot pick up the phone and say hey, why can't someone give a fuck about me? Do I want too much attention? probably...would I be OK with less than what I want...probably. Am I getting any of anything...not so much. I'm gonna have to go back to the internet soon at this rate. I don't call, the group email strategy is tired I want what I want. Fuckity fuck fuck