Thursday

I went on a bike ride today with the Sand Canyon group, I think the ride is done because its getting dark too early. But we did 20 miles in 1 hr 15 min. I was dead last which made me feel like shit until I realized how far we went in what amount of time. I need to try and do some other group rides because I am not a good judge of my effort when I am alone. Also I may not be able to do the ride in Oct because of fing work...they are asking me to be in Japan on Oct 13 which would require departing on 12 or 11. Fuck!

So I am so very gay I called SCG (super cute guy) and...he didn't answer...and I left a message....and no return call. He sent an email with me in bcc about some old work shit...but now I am learning that the rules are there for a reason. Whatever. I'm home alone, kids with Krypt, and I should shower and go to bed...gonna finish a glass of wine and watch some DVR and mostly will a personal email to arrive, you know Thursday.

I Heart My Bike

I was so missing my bike while I was gone and today I got out for about 24 miles, may have been 28 as I'm still not taking any gear with me. It was awesome, my legs remembered what to do and felt happy to be doing it, hills were tough as usual but the whole thing just made me feel happy to be alive, the best! When you're working hard, the song is right, your mind is there it was totally happening today :) Tomorrow going to the gym with Jenn and hopefully Evelyn, happy to be back on track. Bella met her teacher today, she seems super sweet and Bella's at ease with the whole thing. Super cute guy is emailing, but asked him to call, we'll see if he does. Makes me a little suspicious of the marital status, knowing me it probably wouldn't matter, but I need to know to adjust expectations. I canceled all my online stuff, so that's a good step. I'm gonna break out my sewing and keep my hands and mind busy. You know who is awesome? Dennis's gf, she emails and has great advice and insights. I appreciate her friendliness. You know what isn't so awesome? work didn't pay me commission this month, or anyone else apparently. Not really prepared to go with 1/2 my pay. I know I'll pull it off, but just the arrogance of it all....I can barely swing it. With all the people leaving you'd think they could pay those of us who are left. I am suddenly very sleepy...bike+beer+internet+jet lag. I think I should spice up the blog w pics etc but since I have no audience it may not that important.