ummm ya...WCS PII

Didn't show. I just really feel sad, I want someone to feel this with me, it's so fucked. I don't know if it's better or worse that Ethans here. With Tets I'd unload every detail, which is not so good, but with ethan I dont. I hate that he would talk to me on the phone for 2 hrs last night, I hate that he didn't call just no show. I hate that this is not the first time and I didn't protect myself from it. I guess thats the bottom line. I feel like life is getting lonlier and it should go the other way. WTF am I going to talk to ethan about through another meal alone? so f'd