Sunday....home, tired, sleepy eyes. I was out late last night for the reunion and then Shelagh, Angelica and Chris over here for a while. time change makes the whole day seem so lazy and long. Bella's playing with play doh, Keith went to stay overnight at a friends. Bella will go to her dads soon. I guess I'll do the usual and see a movie. thought of asking someone, Ethan or Tets, but I may just want to go to bed early. But then I'll be up early, then I'll be tired all day. I need to break the cycle! Thinking about scg in New York on Wednesday....we'll see. I don't feel anxious about it now, but feel a little sad already. Like I'm disapointing myself by thinking about it. Maybe it will work out, if it doesn't I totally get it and that's that. If it does work out, then the work begins for me on me. I'm ready for that. Either way.