Not Sure

I am not sure what happened to the post I just wrote, but it's gone. I am going to Lucida Williams tonight with Marie. I hope it's fun. Sometimes I feel like she doesn't really pay attention to me or get some of the stuff I am saying. She has a different filter. But then sometimes it's awesome like in Vegas. Nan is out of town so LeAnn is watching Bella and Keith is probably roaming the streets, according to him of course he'll be well supervised at so and so's house. His grades are good now and we are talking and spending lots of time together so I am not so worried.

Did I mention the guy who read the blog from the singapore office found me on facebook? Funny emails, he's going to Tokyo (married w kids btw).

I went to spin yesterday and it was awesome. Meleah was in a frustrated mood to so she made it all get sweated out.

About a week ago I emailed scg, I knew I would even though I didn't want to. He replied yesterday and the reply was fair to good. It made a lot of the frustration come back. It made me sad. I'm glad there's no bad blood but I have to be careful.I re friended him on facebook. I don't want to get all sucked back in. Dennis and I got in a huge fight about it. I am just about done.I am not sure how I got him in the divorce but he is so incredibly insensitve and when his needs are being met it gets worse. It's hard to discuss with him because it just sounds like sour grapes and maybe it is. How'd he get a girlfriend? He's a dick. I guess lots of girls like dicks (I mean assholes).

I went on a date the other night with someone from Match...he showed up, that was good. He was nice. He's a bit older which alone is not an issue, he wore too much cologne, which alone is not an issue, he likes jimmy buffett which alone is not an issue. I guess you see where I'm going with this. All summed up it's a bit of an issue. I'm not sure how to go about meeting someone else. I have to try the bike rides...I'll have to ask Nan to help me out a few Saturday mornings. I know she'll say yes, which is why I don't even like to ask. That's it.