What Next?

I wanted the new year to feel a bit different, but it doesn't yet. I guess there's time. Monday could possibly be the worst day ever at work. New boss hasn't approved my expense reports on stuff acquired in Nov yet and wants to discuss them with me tomorrow. Not good. Also I know for sure my numbers wont add up. Not good.

I went to lunch on Sat with the Match guy...cyclist/boob man and it was really good, I thought, best option so far, but he hasn't called yet :(. Had talked about dinner tomorrow and not sure what to do, Boston is asking about tomorrow too...not going to call but I just can't get used to the little pangs of rejection and uncertainty. It matters less but still happens.