Comfortable Grateful and Happy

This has been a really great weekend and I am grateful. I needed it, I saw it happening, I enjoyed it. It happened. I went to dinner with the SHS girls on Friday night which was super fun, they were all so happy to hang out, and connect and it was really super sweet. Made me happy. Saturday went to gym and brunch w Ev which also mad me happy, a little shopping with the kids. Bella's going to be Dorothy for Halloween. Saturday night home with kids, ate what I wanted to eat, drank what I wanted to drink, kids at home with me, watched a movie with Keith. Today Bella had a Bday party Keith and I dropped her off and then walked around Fashion Island, he wanted to take a drive through my old neighborhood so we did...then took him to his dads (he's hating that), picked up Bella took her to her Dads, hopped on the bike for an hour an a half, showered, dinner with Tets,FNG, Dennis and Tiff....now home. I almost forgot the very best part!!!! Emails and phone call with Chrish Chavoya (who is now Ondine Chavoya-FYI) So amazing and fabulous to talk to him, my first BF, my first gay best friend...so many crazy memories and so special to reconnect. He's going to the renunion in a few weeks and I am going with Shelagh. I already warned him I will be monopolizing his time. I cannot wait to give him a giant hug and kiss....so off to bed...trainer in the AM then work. Very very very extremly grateful to be right here right now and know it. Felt it since Saturday afternoon and was so happy for all the little things I've been working on these last few weeks to be able to be where I am and not anywhere else.